"i wake up this morning with a strange question in mind. and the question was, who in the world am i?"

so, i wrote in a paper something diferent.
"i have to start all over again."
oh, there she's, the life i was not living.
i should say whatever i want,
where ever i want.
so what i wanna say?
the queen of hearts goes to what i use to say,
to my sleepest dreams.
what i gona do?
jump.
life must go on,
can i start?
wait, there's something i wanna say first.
who in the world am i?
welcome, to the wonderland,
exactly, i'm so diferent from this world,
imagination sometimes should live in real life.
i don't know.
welcome to wonderland.
no way.
what you mean?
don't jump?
be whatever you are, if you want to go to someone's/somewhere's heart.
run, run,, as faster than you can, run.
...
never mind, i will never get there.
the imaginary friend no longer live,
so i'm dead, i live in a real life.
i wish, i wish. please, let me see the sometimes,
let me leave my dreams.,
why?,
i don't know why, maybe it's you.
the anwser, the solution,
something new...

a little more attention here and there,
more understanding,
that's allright,
come as beautiful as you're.